i think i am..

I think I am becoming obsessed with Cinema Bizarre. I wake up with their songs and fall asleep with them. It is getting hard to not to be way from their music. I download all of their songs! I have a frashdrive filled with their music and pictures. I have to listen and everytime I listen I become who I want to be. I feel as if I have been their fan since day one. It is hard to take the fact that I would never get to see their concert. I want to go to the one in Tampa, but I couldn't. I love the band. I pretty much gave up loving any guys for them. they make feel safe, beautiful, and confident about myself.They are my gods in this world. their in every thought I have. I think I am falling in love with every member of the band. They have this magnet control on me. And it is hard to be just like a few a hours way from their music or pictures. I made a youtube account because of them. And it is all about them. Why am I going deeper wioth this maybe because their my desire or because I truelly feel connected to them and want somebody to know this. And to get to know why am so passinate about them. this feels so much better to know that i am broadcasting this to everyone. And it is making me strong and love this feeling that get when I am writing about them. I feel so alive doing this and now i feel better about telling you guys. They seem to calm me down. I real enjoy hearing the individaul sounds that they have created.I hope you understand. PLEASE.

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the free song is deeper and deeper

Why - why should we go deeper into this?
I don't know
Try - I'm tryin' to find what's in your secret.'cause
I don't know
Time - the minutes are counted between us
YEAH

I'm fallin' deeper and deeper
Getting sweeter and sweeter
can't obscure your desire'cause you learn as it grows
It's so strong
It lingers on
Forever, FOREVER

How - How come your abundant in my thoughts?
I wonder
Now - I feel that it's scripted into my part.
I wonder
Time - the seconds are counted between us
YEAH

I'm fallin' deeper and deeper
Getting sweeter and sweeter
can't obscure your desire'cause you learn as it grows
It's so strong
It lingers on

Deep within, in between
Me and myself
So high
Deeper, sweeter

I'm fallin' deeper and deeper
Getting sweeter and sweeter
can't obscure your desire'cause you learn as it grows

I'm fallin' deeper and deeper
Getting sweeter and sweeter
You can't obscure your desire'cause you learn as it grows
It's so strong
It lingers on
Forever, FOREVER
FOREVER

here a site to hear deeper&deeper

http://www.cinema-bizarre.de/site/ 

 click on the download section on the top right hand side.

he is another site.

this has links to other sites.

http://popgeneration.com/zone/popgen/team.php?team_id=352

here is the long version.

http://video.universal-music.de/?vid=4156 i hope you like it and enjoy it.

strify...

STRIFY IS LOVE. I LOVE STRIFY AND HIS AMAZINGLY GIFTED VOICE. HIS STYLE IS SO AWESOME AND THE BEST LOOK I EVER SEEN ON A GUY. AND I LOVE THAT HE IS STILL WITH SAME HAIR UNLIKE BILL KAULITZ BUT I LOVE HIM AS WELL DUE TO THAT BILL IS ALSO A TWIN AND LIKE A YEAR AND 10 DAYS OLDER THAN MOI. BUT I LOVE STRIFY MORE BECAUSE HIS VOICE CALMS ME DOWN AND IS LIKE MAGIC TO ME. WHEN I PISSED OFF AT ANYONE I POP MY CD IN MY CD PLAYER AND JAM AWAY THE BLUES OR NERVES. HE IS AN INSPIRATION TO ME. THAT I SHOULD LOVE WHAT I WEAR OR LIKE OR STAND FOR. HE IS TRUELLY AN IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE AND IF I DIDN'T FIND OUT ABOUT CINEMA BIZARRE I WOULD OF NEVER SEENJ AN ANGEL IN MY LIFE. HE IS MY ANGEL IN DISGUISE. THAT IS WHY I LOVE HIM...

LOTS OF LOVE,
KISSES TO ALL,
AND ENJOY LIFE,
MRS.STRIFY-CINEMA BIZARRE

so i met this....

so i met this one great or should i say i discover this one awesomely hot band from Germany. and i think the world of them. that band has taught me been different is OK. and that being an individual is a good.that is CINEMA BIZARRE. their members are all different and great. their sound is mind blowing, crazy, sexy, and bizarre. I LOVE CINEMA BIZARRE'S STRIFY,YU,SHIN,LUMINOR, AND KIRO. i fell in love with all of them because thier individual style, sound, and look.

go to .....

check this site out to understand cinema bizarre:

http://video.universal-music.de/?vid=4155

much love.

so now the cd...

so now the cd is postpone till ausgust.(mid-august). due to the fact someone leaked out my obession earlier than it should of been. and copied it illegally. so we have to wait thank to that @$$hole. and if you guys go cinemabizarre.com on may 18, 2009 you will recieve one free track on that day.FREE. THAT IS SO AWESOME PLUS I LOVE YOU GUYS MY VIEWERS./ FOLLOWERS..

forever or never lyrics

Don’t believe in miraclesI never didNothing ever happens hereSo sick of itI-I-I told youI-I-I need toGet - get myself into something newI long for something mystical, hysterical, Dark, and tantric sexual
I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverBetter make it now or never(Ever, ever)I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverGotta make it now or never(Forever or never)
I don’t believe in fairy talesTo cynicalEverybody stop and stareI let it goI-I-I told youI-I-I need toStick - stick - stick outI Just to keep be like youSend myself to outer spaceA better placeGotta win the human race
I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverBetter make it now or never(Ever, ever)I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverGotta make it now or never(Forever or never)

I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverBetter make it now or never(Ever, ever)I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverGotta make it now or never(Forever or never)

For my love my love for my love it’s forever, forever

For my love my love for my love it’s forever, forever

I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverBetter make it now or never(Ever, ever)I'm not gonna live foreverSaid I'm not gonna live foreverGotta make it now or never(Forever or never)

Eh eh eh eh eh eh………

here is some facts about strify...

Strify
Name Origin
Yu named him after the Final Fantasy VII Lead character, Cloud Strife.
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Vitals
Birthday :: August 20th, 1988 Age :: 20 Hometown :: Villingen-Schwenningen (Baden-Wurtemberg) Current Residence :: Berlin (shares apartment with Yu and Kiro) Hair//Eyes :: Blond and Black//blue-grey Height :: 5’9” Hobbies :: Cinema, Photography - self-presentation, Music, and Partying Piercings//Tattoos :: 1 lip piercing//none Education :: 11 (Finished high school) Siblings :: 1 younger brother
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Favorite Things
Colors :: Black, white, gold, and silver Perfume :: Dior Homme Song of Final Attraction:: Dysfunctional Family Actor/Actresses :: Angelina Jolie, Johny Depp, and Marilyn Monroe TV Show :: Desperate Housewives Book :: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde Accessories :: Vivienne Westwood and Dolce & Gabbana Stuff Shoes :: Top beautifully chic, paint, leather, glitter, everything! Cities :: London, Stockholm, Paris, and Berlin Music :: Daft Punk, Danny Elfman, Depeche Mode, Evanescence, Gackt, Girugamesh, Gwen Stefani, Janne da Arc, Justin Timberlake, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Merry, Maroon 5, MUSE, MYV, Nine Inch Nails, Oliva Lufkin, Rammstein, Sex Pistols, t.A.T.u, The GazettE, X Japan Movies :: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Corpse Bride, Final Fantasy: Advent Children, Hero, Hime Mononoke, Howl's Moving Castle, Kill Bill, Memoirs of a Geisha, Nightmare Before Christmas, Pom Poko, Pulp Fiction, Silent Hill, Spirited Way
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Quick Facts
His clip code is 489. His Album code is 787. He doesn't really believe in real love. He used to make/alter his clothes. He had his first kiss in 5th grade. He LOVES chocolate, especially Oreo Cakes. His favorite accessory is his cane. He would like to play the piano. His dream girl doesn't have to be perfect. His favorite brand of instruments is Epiphone. He describes himself as Egocentric, Ironic, Hyperactive and an Eternal Child. He hates mosquito bites. He likes to read in the train or airplane. He likes Latte Machiatto's

so...

everyone i know thinks all the guys in cinema bizarre are like gay but i don't think so even if they were i still love them and listen to them! would you listen to them even if they were? i think it is rude when people are all homophobic. and are not willing to except people for who they are. hello is is the 21st century. and we have obama as our presindent. and we made a change by electing him so that is actually a big change. so ya'll have to get over ya'll self. because your going to be in trouble so.

hey here is the song

so as i was saying....

the is an new song of their in youtube called IN YOUR CAGE which is an awesome song and i am happy to have heard it..

thank you

well i just want to tell you everyone that i love strify from cinema bizarre anhd can't wait to their next cd. which comes out may 26,2009. and well i wish then the best in america.